Showing posts with label Personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Personal. Show all posts

Friday, June 20, 2014

Pelican Promise... All's Well!



pelican sculpture in Pelican Rapids Minnesota

Driving from Bismark ND, to Morris, MN for the 50th reunion of my 4-year college class, driving in rain so fierce it feels like I’m in a carwash, only it lasts for 20 minutes at a time, with just the slightest let-up before the next roaring onslaught, rain so thick and dark that I cannot see the sides of the freeway, or the next lane, or the tail lights of the vehicle in front of me until I’m just a couple of car lengths behind, driving in that kind of weather takes so much of my attention that I fail to notice the warning light indicating I am soon to run out of gas, fail to notice until the modern electronic car computer says I only have 21 miles before I am dead in the water (pun intended).

Since I can’t take my eyes off the road to look at a map, and dare not pull to the minimalist shoulder for fear of being side-swiped, I drive past the next exit, where there is no sign at all of conveniences, noting that now I only have 15 miles in the tank, deciding to take the next exit no matter what. I take the “Hwy 108, Pelican Rapids” exit, with enough gas remaining for 6 miles, no service at the exit, and a sign indicating 12 miles to the pelican town. Should I get back on the freeway not knowing what is ahead or take a chance on computer error with a prayer that 12 miles ahead there is a gas station? I decide it’s safer to run out of gas on a minor highway than on the freeway, at least in this situation where there is virtually no shoulder and extremely poor visibility in the pouring rain.

Sure enough, at mile 6 of the 12, the car starts to sputter, losing power. I coast down a gradual slope, luckily finding a reasonably wide place to pull off the road at the bottom. Hmmmm. Now what? “This isn’t serious,” I tell myself. I just need to put on the 4-way flashers, get out the cell phone, find the AAA card, and call for help. As I’m looking for the card, the only other vehicle I’ve seen since leaving the freeway passes me. Instinctively I raise my hand, presumably in an “asking for help” sort of gesture. The car whizzes past without slowing.

Just as I find the card and the cell, I hear a car pulling in behind me. A young woman gets out, comes to the window I’ve just lowered, and asks if I need help. She tells me her husband doesn’t like her to stop to help people when she’s alone. “He always stops to help,” she says, “but most people don’t these days. I saw your hand. I just thought you looked OK, so I turned around and came back to see if you need help.”

I explain I’m out of gas. As she asks where I’m going, and I tell her how I came to be headed toward Pelican Rapids, in the opposite direction of my destination town, I can see she is relaxing and trusting me. She takes me to town, chatting along the way, asking me where I’m from and why I’m in Minnesota, telling me a little about her kids and the birthday party they’ll be going to after we get the gas, explaining that the town is on the Pelican River and yes, there is a falls right in town. She stops at the station, learns their gas can is already being used somewhere else, and finally takes me to her house where she has a 2 gal. container she recently filled for the lawn mower. When I tell her I’ll pay for the gas, she says, “Na, you don’t have to pay.” But I take $10 from my wallet and put it in her cup holder. In hindsight, I wish I’d given her $20. She even pours the gas for me. Thanking her, I give her a hug, because after all this, we’re practically friends.

It’s 3 pm, and suddenly I’m very hungry. So now, with 46 miles worth of gas, I drive into Pelican Rapids, the highway forming the main street of town, the way it does in most small towns in Minnesota. An artful sign reading, The Muddy Moose Bistro, attracts me. On entering, I see and smell at once my instincts are right on target! I order the special, home-made tomato bisque soup with a grilled cheese sandwich, and a decaf Americano. Oh heaven, it is delicious!

The only other customers that late in the afternoon are three bicyclists, who later tell me they still have 40 miles to ride before reaching their campground destination. Like me, they are having a late lunch, sandwiches and beer, while drying a bit from riding in nightmare conditions. One of them notices an old piano against the wall behind where I’m sitting. He asks the waitress if he can play it. I and probably she are wondering if we’ll be hearing “heart and soul” or maybe a little boogie-woogie riff. But no, the young man sits down, and plays such beautiful classical piano music that it brings tears to my eyes. I sip my coffee, my tummy satisfied, my shoulders at last dropping into their normal position, the music soothing nerves frazzled by tense hours driving in extreme rain, my mood shifting from nervous fear to relaxed happiness.

pelican sculpture and falls in Pelican Rapids, Minnesota
Before filling up at the gas station and heading toward Morris again, I ask a passing stranger about the rapids. Learning there is a small water fall right in the middle of town, only 2 blocks away, I walk there to take a look.

rain over the Minnesota farm lands near Pelican Rapids
On the road leaving town, even though heavy, dark clouds are dumping rain again, my mind replaying conversations with the young woman who helped me, the friendly waitress, the piano musician, and the stranger who directed me to the falls, I smile with the knowledge that all is well in Pelican Rapids, Minnesota.

Monday, May 19, 2014

Message to Elders - April BJP

My Bead Journal Project for April concerns a topic not everyone wants to discuss. Please stick with me on this one, and feel free to post your comments, even if you disagree with my thoughts on the subject.

bead embroidery by Robin Atkins, Message to Elders, April 2014, detail

If you've been following my BJP pieces this year, you know I've been greatly concerned for the future of the world and the children who are yet to be born. Countdown, a book by Alan Weisman (a well-researched, yet readable, book about the recent history of the growing human population in all areas of the world, and the effects this growth is having on us and on our habitat) greatly influenced my piece for April. Although I began working on it before getting the book, you can see the like-mindedness between my divided piece (in progress) and the art on the cover of the book (which I think is fabulous).

bead embroidery by Robin Atkins, Message to Elders, April 2014, detail
Message to Elders of the World (in progress)
cover art by Sam Chung for Countdown, a book by Alan Weisman
Cover Art by San Chung for the Book, Countdown, by Alan Weisman

Watching environmental documentary films on many topics over the past few years, a foreboding sense of the damage our ever increasing growth and demands place on the earth has brought me to a voluntary, world-wide, one child point of view, as the only thing the citizens of the world can do to save it. I call it 1+1=1, and it is the theme of my BJP pieces this year.

For April's BJP, I direct my hopes toward the elders, the grey and white haired folks, like myself.

bead embroidery by Robin Atkins, Message to Elders, April 2014
Message to Elders of the World

Above is the finished piece. And here is a poem I wrote while beading on it and the message I hope it conveys to others who are grey now, like me:


I Am Grey Now

I am grey now –
no longer so self-absorbed
as in the greener phase of my life,
looking beyond my pile of beads,
considering the colors of the whole world,
wondering how long before
there are no more red or green apples,
how long before the abundant waters
under the earth's crust are gone,
how long before order turns to chaos,
and most of all wondering what I can do,
in my grey years, to help.

        Robin Atkins



Message to Elders of the World

For the sake of your grandchildren and great grandchildren,
wake up to the possibility of massive hunger and thirst,
the depletion of resources and environmental destruction
caused by the demands of an ever increasing human population.

We, the elders, must help our granddaughters and grandnieces
to understand it is on their shoulders to save the world,
with only one way to do it: world-wide, voluntary, one child.
No government can make this happen. Only they can do it.

        Robin Atkins
If you are like me, worried about the world, concerned for the future of all the babies being born every second, and especially for our own children, it follows that we must take on the responsibility of coaching them in stewardship, which includes green living as well as voluntary one-child. My other three bead embroideries on this theme are:

bead embroidery by Robin Atkins, Message to Young Brides, March 2014
Message to Young Brides of the World
bead embroidery by Robin Atkins, Message to Women, Feb 2014
Message to Women of the World
bead embroidery by Robin Atkins, Message to All People, Jan 2014
Message to Citizens of the World
My available tools of change are art and words. Thus, I am making these bead embroidery pieces (2.5 x 3.5 inches each), which can be displayed on small easels, and writing poems for whoever will see or read them, in the hopes of helping others to envision and question the future, to ask what they can do for the world.

Thank you for staying with me to the end of this post, and for considering the questions it raises.

Tuesday, April 01, 2014

Donkey Tale - Update

You may recall my friend, Donkeyoti,


and my story here about how she went from a not so good home
to a good one near to where I live now,
where I could walk to visit her and give her carrots.


Three weeks ago, I learned her owner was moving to Montana, 
and looking for someone to take Donkeyoti.
Not again.
I wonder how many new owners she's had,
how many times she's had to adjust to a new home?

Then she was gone, moved to Orcas Island.
Fortunately, I was able to get her new owner's name.

So today, Robert and I got on the interisland ferry,
and went to see her new digs.
  

As soon as she recognized my voice, she ran to the fence,
smiling (as only a donkey can smile),


nuzzling me,


accepting sweet words of praise and skritches all over her head.
We are pals, both of us so happy to be together again.


Then her new keeper came out to talk with us,
about how clever and full of personality Donkeyoti is,
and how quickly she's learning verbal commands. 

It was hard to leave, knowing I won't visit her nearly as often.
But I could see her new keeper already has a great relationship with her
and is providing a good home. She is in good hands.

* * * * * * * 

detail wool applique quilt by Sue Spargo

Did you miss this post?
Mighty fun wool applique, embroidery, folk-art designs by Sue Spargo!

Maybe I could do a portrait quilt of Donkeyoti
using Sue's stitches and techniques!?!

Thursday, January 30, 2014

Save the World Bead Embroidery

I'm definitely NOT a political person, not especially well-informed about current affairs, never a protest marcher or letter-to-the-editor writer.

But, in recent years, I've been watching a lot of documentary movies, many of which address the film maker's concerns about the well-being of the world, films about water shortages, about problems with fracking, about the polar ice cap and glaciers melting, about famine and poverty, about disappearing wildlife habitat, about oil spills and coal dust, about tsunami and hurricane damages, to name a few.

An ever-thickening cloak of despair settles over me, as I become convinced that we are slowly destroying our world, and worse, that I am powerless to stop any of it. At some point, looking at all of the things going wrong, I knew, beyond doubt, that the core issue, the root of all of it, is the demand we humans place on the earth. Nothing can stop the demand, short of decreasing the population; not just curbing population growth, but actually dramatically decreasing population.

There is only one way to decrease world population: to do so, every person must voluntarily embrace this world-saving motto:
bead embroidery by Robin Atkins, world population, January 2014
Message to Citizens of the World

1 + 1 = 1
One + One = One

When every couple has only one child, the population will decrease significantly in just one generation. Demand for power, for water, for fish, for just about everything will decrease dramatically. Life will seem more precious. We will, in a single generation, improve all of the concerns we now have.

For 5 years I've been thinking about making a 1+1=1 bead embroidery. Finally, here it is. This is my Bead Journal Project piece for January, 2014. I'm starting the year by doing something, doing the one thing I know how to do that might help our beautiful world survive. I may do more of them, trying different ways to show this concept. In this one, there is a message to all citizens of the world:


Message to Citizens of the World

Our home is crumbling, burning, blowing away, and melting,
as we take and trample, and continue to take what we want
from it. In our clear heart and mind, we know the truth,
and we fear the future even as we continue to consume.

What can we do? When we sit up, pay attention, and learn,
we realize there is only one way to repair and restore our home.
For the sake of our child’s child, we must voluntarily decrease
our numbers by embracing world-wide, voluntary, one child.

Robin Atkins
January, 2014
 
I even have a fantasy that maybe others from around the world would join me, illustrating their concern and this solution in their own style and materials. I have started a 1+1=1 Facebook group , and encourage artists, quilters, beaders to join me. Maybe we'll have an exhibition one day, maybe it will become a quiet, yet powerful, movement. If you agree with me, I'd love to see your version of 1+1=1!

This piece is only 2.5 x 3.5 inches, and is entirely made with size 15 seed beads. My next post will be a technical one... how to bead nice, even circles. Yes, the circular pattern of blues and greens represents the world. I've learned a lot making "the world" (trial and error) that I want to share with you.